Spread my wings and fly away..

"Spread my wings and fly away.." is a phrase that always been running inside my head over and over again.. Kind of silly and stupid I think, but that is the fact.. I've been thinking of everything, the good and the worse, but still I really have no idea.. See, how stupid I am... Hahahaha...

You know, I had so many obsessions and dreams that I barely could to count it.. :p

I build those dreams during my entire life, but so far I could only reach, well, let's say only 2,5% of it.. Pity me!! I do realize that there are so many reasons and conditions of mine that make these dreams haven't reached yet.. I admit that I still "enjoy" my present situation and refuse to stand from my "couch". Therefore, I am still a stupid lazy young lady, I said young lady because my age is raising.. Hehehe..

I once post in my facebook that the time of mine is ticking but I still not moving. Yup, not moving, at all.. What make it so pathetic is that despite my recognition of this condition, I still haven't take an action, just an action to make it happen, but I couldn't do it.. And I've got to admit that I kind of "jealous" with those who had recognized them selves and refuse to be controlled by the situations. Aaarggh, what a feeling..

Although, I realized, that I have so many people who stand behind my back, I just feel that I'm not strong enough to spread my own wings, instead I'm waiting for.. I don't even know what I've been waiting for.. Oh my God, what a silly person I've become.. Hmmm... Yet, I'm still trying to be positive here.. I know and so believe that everything is beautiful on its time.. So, I'll keep trying to build my own life and pursue my own happiness then I could spread my wings and fly away.. :)

Well, my intention in sharing this, is none other to "push" others not to doing the same "stupid" mistake like I did, then the dreams that we had is going to be realized soon.. God bless us all..!! ^^